Stress

I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment
Tryna find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
I wish I could wake up early in the morn' and
Realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
All the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think you could even understand, you could never understand
And all the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think that you could even understand, nah

Hold up, 'cause I don't think you'll ever get it
Dismissin' all of my issues and tell me to be submissive
Attentive whenever rappin', I focus upon the tedious
I resemble my father, that's if we're speaking of temperaments
Temporarily out of it, falling off of an ottoman
Noddin', bobbin' and weavin', I will depart out of my moccasins
While I swallow Klonopins and I'm takin' some Mescaline
Ketamine and Excedrin, ain't no need to exaggerate
But I'll elaborate, I am chemically imbalanced and
Killin' my serotonin from using drugs with no moderation
For daily sedation, I should be placed under observation
The fact that I'm faded is actually embarrassin'
I see this as a vice and I'm using it as a crutch
But if I'm being honest with you, I think that I fell in love
With the thought of me dyin' young and not reachin' my full potential
'Cause they never realize you're great until you die, aah!
Murder it all, I want to appease, I bet that I'm really a beast
I never release, I'm givin' the people a feast the way that I'm killin' the beat
You lovin' it all, enjoyin' the ride, I bet that you feelin' the vibe
Is that what you want? Fulfillin' your needs? Now give me a minute so I can proceed, Lord
Now this is not the life I really wanna lead
And all my pain is transparent; It's not that easy to see
I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened
So I been feeling the same just trying to live with disdain

I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment
Tryna find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
I wish I could wake up early in the morn' and
Realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
All the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think you could even understand, you could never understand
And all the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think that you could even understand, nah

Tough luck, nigga, keep your fuckin' head up
They kicked you while you was down and now you refusin' to get up
You medicatin' every single emotion that you feelin'
You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems
You never speak of your issues unless you writin' a song or two
You're livin' with depression; its real and you fuckin' know it's true
I'm guessing that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you
But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit
You need to get a grip, you dope as fuck and people tell you it
You need to be a man and start assertin' all your confidence
You're fucking twenty-four and you still can't accept a compliment
You need to make a change, but I know I'm statin' the obvious
And I wanna be better, but it's never that easy
Very vivid depiction of pictures that I've been paintin'
I promise you'll feel my pain in a second, so I'll explain it:
'Cause a couple years ago, I couldn't even find a friend to call
And now you hit me up like, "I'm really loving your record, dawg"
And people never listen; I'm speakin' 'bout being reckless
I say I'm cuttin' my wrists and you tellin' me that it's dope
I know you prayin' that I blow so we can all get rich, "And—"
"—if you make it, you can take me with you, man, that would be it
'Cause I've been down from the beginnin', boy, I knew you was the shit
Remember when I said that you would be the one to make a hit?"
Hell nah, I don't recall, suck a motherfuckin' dick, bitch

I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
I confess, I'm a mess, all I ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mo'fucker, nigga
Wit' a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain
Tell me, do you motherfuckers even feel it? Tell me, do you even feel it?

I've been writing all these records with resentment
Tryna find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had
I wish I could wake up early in the morn' and
Realize the person that I really am, person that I really am
All the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think you could even understand, you could never understand
And all the fuck I ever really feel is pain
And I don't think that you could even understand, nah