Alive (feat. Gage Emmerson)

I am slave that began to love abuse
I found a way to love the bad news
It's like a drug to me
My own worst enemy
I opened up my lungs and took a hit of truth

I am alive for the first time
Each night a little bit of my old self dies
I loved the lies that I used to live
But in reality I never paid attention to it

Pretty lady won't you come a little closer
I've got something I'd like to show you
I want to kiss those lips between your hips
I bet you never thought of me like this
So calm down girl and no more fussing
Swear it's not because I'm buzzing
Let skinny-dip in ecstasy
And I'll bring you to your knees if you know what I mean

I am alive for the first time
Each night a little bit of my old self dies
I loved the lies that I used to live
But in reality I never paid attention to it

I can't believe I've come this far
When I wake i'll put on a fresh scar
Now I've become everything I'm not

Let me introduce you...
To my friend named self-loathing
Who incinerates all clothing
A carelessness made candid
Should alleviate some god damn madness

I am alive for the first time
Each night a little bit of my old self dies
I loved the lies that I used to live
In reality I never paid attention to it

Okay ladies and gentlemen
I think I need to ask you one small question
Do I need to speak slower?

I am alive for the first time
Each night a little bit of my old self dies