End Of May

Golden haze
Another morning feels like yesterday
End of may
Now you're gone
And there's still bills to pay
And you know it doesn't help to make believe you're sitting next to me
It doesn't help
To make believe that you are right behind me
Saying it's okay

Longer days
More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway
In quiet rage
I'm staring at this empty notebook page
In times like these you feel like
You are done with feeling
You feel you wanna stop the pain from healing
Because you feel like
You're the only one
Who's ever felt this way

Some days in a daze
There's brighter days
Funny how the feeling never stays
But I know I'll have to come to terms when I'm awake
Thinking about you is the icing on the cake
It makes me realize the fact you're gone for good
For goodness sake

Golden haze
Another morning feels like yesterday
End of may
A year is gone
And I still feel this way
When we meet again
I'll ask you how you're doing
And you'll say, "Fine" and ask me how I'm doing
And then I'll lie and I'll say, "Ordinary
It's just an ordinary day"

It's just an ordinary day

It's just an ordinary day