Serenity

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?"
Well, gee dad, what did you expect?

Dropped outta school to make beats
Gianna needs this, Frank needs that, mom needs a house on the beach
My best friend Nate got caught by police
They got him downtown, locked up, Rice Street

What the fuck we gonna do now, do now?
We need an angel from above, above
To come down and show us love, show us love

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?"
Well, gee dad, what did you expect?

It was me, one nice girl in the picture
Half-brother and a half-sister
It never hit me, wonder if they miss me
Tears fallin' down on the face of Jimmy
That's my dad, and his first son
Wonder 'bout my mom, was she gone? Was she numb?
I can't wrap my head around it, 'round it
And for the longest time I was in the grey area, no shine
But the light shine bright on the truth
Now I'm drinkin' gin all night in the booth

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?"
Well, gee dad, what did you expect?

God
Grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can
And wisdom to know the difference
Yeah

I used to be sober every second of my day
Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne
What the fuck is going on?
My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?"
Well, gee dad, what did you expect?