Legendary

I wanna die legendary
was never meant to be ordinary
the thought of it all is sort of scary
knowing one day, someday I'll be buried
'cause I can't accept it
'cause I've been rejected
I've been confessions to studio sessions
I never found somebody
that I could connect with
yo fuck me right
I can do anything right
went through the battle
but I won that fight
sick of the competition making me feel like
I was never good enough
but all my life I'ma rip and prove
that I'm through with second place
because I'ma take first
I don't know what's worse
blessed with a curse
and it's been a minute
since I have been to church
Though I feel like I'm unimportant
I know that I have a purpose
rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it
I'm sure not perfect
and I'm sure perfection is just a reflection
of how you interpret it
and I'm nervous but on the surface
you can see that I'm confident
and I'm dominant and I'm certain, bitch
if they think a rapper's better than I
they never heard of Sik
I'm the illest to spit it
they didn't wanna listen
keep on pretending I didn't rip it
you've been diminished I reckon
you must consider your career finished
I'm the sickest theorist
it's making them admit it
the second they start hearin' it
one day I'ma die and I'm nearin' it
I won't accept that unless I'm a legend
and I know that you hear me bitch
don't like this life I'm promised
don't like this life I live
this is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me
I can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary
and I'm back again
never was meant for a normal life
I said I was not meant for a normal life
I said it twice
so that I don't forget it
if I settled for a nine to five
and I pay the bills with
the rhymes on mind
I decided to think of
before I get on the mic
lonely nights, these unfair fights
I lost my friends and made some new ones
but I'm still doin' alright
I am not a human being
stood away from the druggy group of teens
didn't follow the typical routine
of a highschooler
who developed the habits
of go smoke and drink
I had hopes and dreams
and I love my stoners
I just knew it wasn't meant for me
I had to make that sacrifice
to get where I need to be
this is my passion and skill
if I don't become a rapper
who the fuck will
turned down the parties
where thots would pop pills
have my mom and dad proud
I gotta keep it real
and nobody feels how I feel
whack ass rappers always get a deal
radio rappers, who's next I gotta kill
your rhymes are silly
this city really doesn't fuck with you
boy you ain't ill
and I'm standing tall
even with the weight that I carry
I scream until they fucking hear me
I'm surviving barely
I do not fear death
and yes, I know the enemy varies
and I'll be known for centenaries
not tempoprary
broke out of the Sanctuary
'cause I won't be buried as ordinary
I'ma die legendary
don't like this life I'm promised
don't like this life I live
this is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me
I can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary