Letter of Resignation (feat. Jessica Torres)

Dear mom your sons a mess
He lost his will that you impressed
He put a gun up to his temple to stop what was in his chest
He has a hand full of pills as a safe second measure
A bottle of Tequila to give him a little pleasure
He's been hiding all the pain because he doesn't want you hurt
Since the world has put him into a life he didn't deserve
He tried his best to smile
He always tried to laugh
But pressure and depression made him fail in every class
He felt like he was stupid, no one fucking understands
People tell him to be strong but he knows he fucking can't
He gave them reason to believe in every word that he was preachin'
But they never really got 'cause people were always leavin'
Dear mother of the child in his room plotting death
Just know he never thought that he would take his last breath
Dear mother of the child in his room sobbing slow
Don't ever blame yourself he didn't want you to know
And this is my letter of resignation don't blame yourself when I'm gone
And this is the sure sign of deprivation from all the love that I lost
Dear the father of the boy who can hardly even think
He'll be gone in a minute so you don't wanna blink
He's been fighting with the demons your religion can't eradicate
So if he finds the trigger don't you dare think that he'll hesitate
If you cared about the kid you would have noticed he was sad
Why the fuck did you have him if you wouldn't be his dad?
Why the fuck did you tell him everything will be okay?
Why the fuck did you leave when he wanted you to stay?
He's been crying in his room because he only feels alone
And you're acting like your god is never gonna bring him home
And you're acting like you're helpin' but you only make it worse
The only way that you can help is if you put him in the hearse
Dear father of the child in his room plotting death
You're a major reason why he was always depressed
Dear father of the child in his room sobbing slow
He followed your example and decided to go
And this is my letter of resignation don't blame yourself when I'm gone
And this is the sure sign of deprivation from all the love that I lost
And don't look up at the gray sky as the rain falls on your face
And you realize what you're doing wrong
And what you can't do right
Never be afraid, never be afraid
And don't look up at the gray sky as the rain falls on your face
And you realize what you're doing wrong
And what you can't do right
Never be afraid, never be afraid
To whom it may concern
I'm sorry
But goodbye