Every Monster

I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them
Hated my mother and my father
I screamed at the world and cried
And as the years went on, I twisted up my feelings
"The world is beautiful!"
A smile on my face as I spit lies

You're a bitch, you're a cunt
You're a lot of words I wouldn't use in mixed company
When you look into my eyes I want to strangle you
But I know every monster deserves a home

I've almost killed myself a half a dozen times
I've stared into the void, but got so fucking scared I'd pussy out
I'd punch myself across the face until I bleed
I'd weep until I fall asleep, pathetic helpless and alone

You hold the world at arm's length, cuz you're a coward, too
You'll never know my name, but I'm in love with you
Because we are the same
Bite your tongue and absorb the blow
Every monster deserves a home
Every monster deserves

When did I become the kind of person that I hate?
I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them
I've known myself so long, eventually I will get better
I've known myself too long, my mood is changing like the weather now

My mood is changing like the weather