If I Never Say Hello

Running over
Little tiny things
I overthink but that's all right
Too much of here
Too much time upon my hands
This scene must be getting to my head

I'm not nervous, I don't think I am
It's just a chase where I don't have to run
Trembling, I'm afraid that I'll win again
Too many times I've lost track of the score

Will you remember me as a smile, not a heartbreak
As in maybe not a mistake
I'm a chance you shouldn't take
Wanna make the pain go away like it was never there
And it never will be
If I never say hello
I don't know
I just know that I'm not worth it

I guess we've shared the limelight more than once
Well, I declare, you look better up there much more than I
Well, auction's over
We've been sold, packing up our livelihood
Says he likes my band
Turn to shake your father's hand
And catch your eye
Again

I'm not nervous, I don't think I am
It's just a chase where I don't have to run
Trembling, I'm afraid that I'll win again
Too many times I've lost track of the score

Will you remember me as a smile, not a heartbreak
As in maybe not a mistake
I'm a chance you shouldn't take
Wanna make the pain go away like it was never there
And it never will be
If I never say hello
I don't know

Catch your eye when you're passing by checking if I'm still alive
On any given day of the week
Mostly Tuesday afternoons
I'm alive, I may not be thriving
But my heart beats
I'm still breathing
There's still pink in my cheeks
Does that mean that I'm alive?"

Will you remember me as a smile, not a heartbreak
As in maybe not a mistake
I'm a chance you shouldn't take
Wanna make the pain go away like it was never there
And it never will be
Since I never said hello

Now you've got me wonderin' if I maybe may have made a mistake
Why the hell did I wait?
Was not about the chances that you miss but the risk you gon' take
Hey!