Suicide Note, Pt. 1

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale
The pills that kill and take the pain away (take the pain away)
Diet of life, shelter without
The face that cannot see inside yours and mine (yours and mine)

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life I don't believe (this time)

Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?)
Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?)
With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again

Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life I don't believe (this time)

Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?)
Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?)
With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?)
Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?)
With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again