Control

Oh-h, Ye-ye, Losing control, finding control

Yeah, wa-woah; I'm like a run away train or a beast untamed
A mouth full of paraffin spittin' in the flames
More than a few lines written on the grave
Man im living on a page till the victim to the rage

Psychological trigger bound by the diabolical figure
I acknowledge the distance as grown
It's like my thoughts are my own sometimes when I zone
Ego is over blown

Strugglin' to keep it all on the check
What we need is more respect
On the same page we can all progress
But too many act like they're too big for that

Whipping that car out of the lane
And it its getting back
The lost of control
Now you're not boss of your own life
You're trapped in a fight you got to resolve
And then you climb back gradually
And find that clarity
Then lie back happily

These voices in my mind are here to whisper and I can't hide 'em
I try my best to fight them
Then I end up feeling violent
Know it ain't my nature

So alone and zoning silence
Is it weed that made me like this or are my mind just like it
Stuck in solitude or sinking to a tiny island
Resembled booted up in side me like deadly virus

Where you end up in the way we pressurize it
Climbing back a wall and building webs attack spiders
Many legions of the empire and I can't provide it
Trying to keep my shot in balance

Find it hard confinding
Frozen face smiling
With glass eyes
Clogging the strings of a violin

Work load crushing like a truck flipping sideways
Flowing out the wall
I want to alleviate this migraine
I guess I gotta live this life from right out of highway

Losing control, finding control
Your heart and your body
Mind and your soul
Trying to keep a hold
But my grip stays slipping
Meditate for a minute till my mind state lives

Losing control, finding control
Your heart and your body
Mind and your soul
Trying to keep a hold
But my grip stays slipping
Meditate for a minute till my mind state lives

Steady with the slip
Trying to stay focused
But my mind takes a trip
Every time I take sip
From ho to housewife from housewife to ho
It seems rounded circles I go

The gi gi gi girls
Will get yo go go so so mental
The only thing that suits
Is another instrumental
If the chicken leaves a sour taste
Tell her bring the menu
Cause we can be civil

And That's all I recommend you
I'm taking control
Or at least trying
And now just trying to make a difference

And keep flying
Not just keep denying
It's much harder to lie to myself
That's why I'm kicking off pirates from this ship
For no one else

Blame is a funny game
Shame is another stain
Call my name into the tracks where I used to play
Change what I used to say
Like I used to stray
Lose or gain control
Gain or lose a day

Its been a minute since we spoke
I've been battling the demons in my head trying to cope
Was it the weed that I smoked
Booze, acid or the coke
Playing shows every weekend

They're coming home broke
But it ain't about the money
Really do it for the love fam
I'm saying that i wish she wasn't so pissed off
When I'm playing under aware
That my brain is decaying

Can't remember where I've been
And my mind is relating
Paranoid delusions with no real solutions
Running in a circle that my habits are choosing
Feel like I'm losing and it ain't no hope

It seems we're gonna get if from
But we are in the same boat
Trying to juggle addiction
Struggling' with the truth
And it's time to quit them
Don't wanna be the victim like the past
And show me
You wanna change the day
But it's happening slowly

Losing control, finding control
Your heart and your body
Mind and your soul
Trying to keep a hold
But my grip stays slipping
Meditate for a minute till my mind state lives

Losing control, finding control
Your heart and your body
Mind and your soul
Trying to keep a hold
But my grip stays slipping
Meditate for a minute till my mind state lives