Don't Know Why

I don't really know the purpose of this life
Everyday feel like a mental suicide
What will happen when my body completely die?
Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise?
I don't really know the purpose of this life
Everyday feel like a mental suicide
What will happen when my body completely die?
Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise?

Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why
I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why

Yo, I don't believe in rules or any regulations
I'm living for the moment forget what happens later
You go ahead and tell your god that I don't need a master
See this the story of my life I am writing the chapters
I know grandmama always told me that He's the answer
Well answer why He had to take her life from me with cancer
I don't wanna believe in hell or in heaven's gate
But know I do hope that she's in a better place
I know it's backwards
Maybe there is a god
Maybe life after death ain't no type of facade
Maybe I'm scared nobody else is gonna relate
Maybe I party cause daily my life's a masquerade
Maybe He saved me in that car crash when I was eight
Or maybe I was just lucky and I'm exaggeratin'
Left with all these questions
I'm still fishing for my existence
I know I'm here for a reason but what's the reason that I'm here?



Credits
Writer(s): Eileen Felida, Jeff Kesse
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