Disappear

So sad that we have lost all our innocence
Something that was pure is now covered in red
Tainted by the role to become a woman
I thought that it'll cure
So why am I still walking... towards you?
Right, left, my feet are [?]
But how can I change direction
When you smile at me, I'm infected

Now should we lie to keep each other here
Or tell the truth and burn
Are you the man I thought you were
Or is there more to learn
And this would be unfair to tell you that
The whole of me is here
'Cause I woke up one day to find that I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared

The way that we would die
I look into your eye
I wouldn't get a dime
Now I don't see the fire
Tainted by the role to become the man
You let me where you can
Like you didn't give a damn

It's mad
How something so real
Could be so conditional
But how can I change direction
When you smile at me, I'm infected

Now should we lie to keep each other here
Or tell the truth and burn
Am I the girl you thought I was
Or is there more to learn?
And this would be unfair to tell you that
The whole of me is here
I woke up one day to find that I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared
I have disappeared

Now today we have [?] turned out just fine
But I'm scared about tomorrow
Where I must store in my sorrow

If it's not here to taste the pride
To live, to feel
Is it real?
Is it real?
I woke up one day to find that I was gone
Where is the fun?
Where did our hearts go?
I can't find you, no