Complicated

We've been so close,
And I'd like to thank you
For the blessing you have been.
A true blue friend, whoa,
That's where it gets so complicated.
The line gets a little faded.
It's probably my fault but it's so hard.
'Cause I'm trying to hold back from saying
That even though it could be more,
It can't be.
I got things to figure out,
So I ain't ready, no,
Not ready to drop the ball.
I guess I'll just try to stall.
It's probably my fault but it's so hard.
'Cause I don't wanna lose it all.
I can't ask you to stay but please don't give me space.
You're good conversation, renewed inspiration, a saving grace.
I'm not trying to mislead you,
But I wanna tell you, I wanna tell you,
How you make me feel.
I can't explain how much I think about you,
And I just get more confused.
I try to choose, but no,
That's where it gets so complicated.
The line gets a little faded.
It's probably my fault but it's so hard.
'Cause I'm trying to hold back from saying
That now I want it to be more,
But it won't be.
Wanna take this chance I have,
But I ain't ready, no,
And then I think I might be wrong.
I hate to see you moving on.
I know it's my fault but it's so hard.
That's why I had to write this song.

Always been the one to confide in.
Sometimes I feel it's my heart you reside in.
Who am I to give you half a chance?
'Cause I'm stuck in the middle and you deserve more.

I wanna move forward but can't close the door.
How do I make you understand?
I don't wanna lose you but I can't.