Delusional (feat. Nikkiya Brooks)

Yeah
Like this

I'ma drink this henn', I'ma keep this grin
But if you look at Nina closely
I'ma trying to contain this beast within

I know some of y'all already knowing
That I got a lot a cheese to spend
But that don't change the fact I go insane
I gotta heap of sins, please begin

I saw the blitz in all of this when I was just a tall
And I pictured y'all in it
Wall to wall but they all said I was just
(Delusional)

But the people starting calling us
And I'm balling tough
After crawling rough
And I never thought of stuff we saw enough

But the problem is
Now I got 'em here, telling all these kids
I'm the K.O.D and they pumping up the volume
And listening hard when I give my heart, is it?
(Delusional)

When I'm thinking I'm a boss in the biz
But I'm lost and I fake it
That I'm off in the lid
But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib

Some say that if I tell them to hate
My people are at the gate, ready for sealing your fate
That is up for debate
'Cause when I make my music, ain't no evil from Mr. Yates

Calling me a cult leader
I don't really know what I'm up for sure
Hear wickedness coming from mine rove
They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us
At the bottom with the devil, look around and it be, "No Nina"

They say I lead 'em to evil
Like I was Jimmy Jones and feeding the people
When I bleed in the steeple, the reason they seizing me
Ain't no decreasing my ego

My powers for good I think, would I shrink
If somebody took away how good I ink?
But that would never happen, I'm making it with the rapping
But they want me to collapse and when I could, I sink

I hope I find what I'm looking for
Maybe I should drink just a little more
(Delusional)
I'm fighting but I'm losing
Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
And confusion seems to be my alibi
(Delusional)
I'm feeling like I don't belong
Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate
Because I was around and kick it
And make them babies and now that I made it
Gotta escape them daily and that's crazy
'Cause all I'm doing is making the industry pay me

But when I show my face, feeling everything's great
Did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state
She said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year
Man, I'm outta that race

How I compensate for the losses they get often dates
That's too personal, we'll stop the tape

I hope I find what I'm looking for
Maybe I should drink just a little more
(Delusional)
I'm fighting but I'm losing
Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
And confusion, seems to be my alibi
(Delusional)
I'm feeling like I don't belong
Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

They say I'm seeing things
But everybody know I'm being things
We them kings, like it or not we running this

Gotta lot of hype 'cause I wanna spit
And I come to grip on the fifth
You gotta know Tech's never gonna miss

I know I might be a little psyche
But it's nightly and brightly inside of me
Making me a little frightening
Ripping it with the right team
I bring hella light when reciting

When it's all said and done, I'm sickened and heaven'd
'Caused this a damned reverend 'All 6's And 7's'

I hope I find what I'm looking for
Maybe I should drink just a little more
(Delusional)
I'm fighting but I'm losing
Feel like the alpha of confusion, hear me

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life
And confusion seems to be my alibi
(Delusional)
I'm feeling like I don't belong
Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong, hear me

Delusional
Delusional