Here With Me

I'm gonna write you a letter.
I'll tell you who I am and what I've done.
I've done better
at being someone else most of the time.
I never knew about your past.
And all the damage that's been done because of that.
When you look around,
you see nothing but a world that's brought you down.
Brought you down.
Would I've made it if I hadn't tried so hard?
I've been standing in this spot for way too long.
Maybe,
I'll know someday why they left me
here to stay.
Until then I'll go crazy.
That's okay cause I'm here
With me.
I drew a picture,
of what my life was like when I was young.
Everyone's laughing and playing.
It's sad we all have to grow up sometime.
All I wanted was a friend.
A hand to hold when things got to be too bad.
But you turned around,
and you walked away so fast I hit the ground.
I never thought I would be down here on the floor.
Feeling pains I never thought I'd feel before.
Maybe,
I'll know someday why they left me
here to stay.
Until then I'll go crazy.
That's okay cause I'm here
With me.
So now that I've tried
And now that I've waited for you
Waited for you.
I'll take my time.
And I'll keep on waiting for a
way to make it out of here alive.
...
Maybe somday I'll know,
why you left me alone.
Here with me.
And I'm missing your face like I'm never gonna see it again
And when I saw, it wasn't all and I couldn't resist.
But my face dropped and my pulse was stopped
Someone else help me back up to the top.
And why'd you have to go and look so alive?
With those eyes and smile on, they look like a goodbye to me
It's amazing how you're not like me.
It's amazing how you're never ever gonna be
like me.