Heavy Heart

I cant do it, I cant confide, I cant see the signs anymore
For a moment yeah I thought you were mine, but I guess that Ive been wrong before
Im getting with it, Im getting in line, now dont you know Im always on the run
Well Im scared and I dont know why, now what am I running from?
And then again

I cant do it, I cant relate, now can you guess what I am thinking of
And all these things that they taught me to hate, thats all I ever, ever really loved
Yeah I get you and you get me fine, Ill play along, Ill get on with the game
Ill build it up like a funeral pyre, Ill burn it all down again
And then you say

I know its been just an hour or two
It feels like Ive been forever with you
Love turns into lust, like a dream
Just like a curse, whatevers in between

And just when I thought you were already gone
The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song
I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face
This heavy heart, it wont go away

I cant do it, Ill fall apart, I cant do it all over again
It always feels like Im trying too hard, so eagerly desperate to fit in
But Im with you, Im in for the ride, Ill thrown my tiny fists into the brawl
Well speed it up to the greatest heights, well crash and burn from the fall
And then you say

I know its been just an hour or two
It feels like Ive been forever with you
Love turns into lust, like a dream
Just like a curse, do you know what I mean?

And just when I thought you were already gone
The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song
I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face
This heavy heart, it wont go away