I Messed up (feat. Joe Budden)

This wasn't what it's supposed to be
I went from having fun, to having fantasies
And I had every chance to get you away from me,
But now I'm just coming back like a feen
You went from a sly to a friend and a lover and now your everything
Tried to lie and tell myself that you ain't anything,
But I'm in your bed with my phone off,
Should be at the door, but I doze off
When I know I should be leaving,
But I can't control how I'm feeling, girl!
I messed up, I started to care,
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stay in it!
I messed up, I fell in love with her
Not what I wanted, or needed
But found it now trying to lose it,
I messed up, I messed up, I messed up, yeah!
Never did it occure to me
That one night of passion could
Ever lead to you being the one for me.
Can't believe I let you get close to me
I'm out of my mind to ever think I could keep this up
With out getting caught up with the reality
Tryna lie and tell myself you don't mean anything,
But I'm in your bed with my clothes off,
Should put a condom on, but we go raw
And I know I might be tripping,
But I can't ignore how you're? feeling, hey
I messed up, I started to care,
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stay in it!
I messed up, I fell in love with her
Not what I wanted, or needed,
But found it now, tryin to lose it,
I messed up, I messed up, yeah!