A Letter to My Friends

A years care for a minute's ruin
And in the dark I hear a sad song diffusing
It sings of sorrows that everyone face
And I relate to every note that it plays

I'm someone else, I'm back again
I can't change these ways I'm working in
I can't stop the aggression I've been saving up
It's gonna burst out when I'm high above
The less I sleep, the more I think
The more I think, the more I sink
And I hate this feeling of nothingness
My mind's supressed

Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end

I tried to hide these nights away
From all of you, inside of me
But all it's led to is this deceit
I lost my will and I faced defeat

It slipped through my crooked fingers
In my mind temptation lingers

Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end

I always swear I'll do my best to change
But when it's night again I haven't changed at all
And I keep going over the point where I fall
Get me up again so I can stand up tall
It means more to me than I let anyone see

Get me out
Of this doubt

Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end

Get it out of my head, take me back again
To before all of this was happening
Get it out of my head, take me back again
Whatever it takes to kill this ache I have