What If

What if I met god, what would he say
would he love me like his child
would he look at me and turn away
would he be ashamed
cause i know i had my share of sins
i know i had my share of rules that i bent
things that i have done that i regret as long as i live
im not proud of what i, did
but lately i've been trying to make it right
lately i've been trying to find myself through the pain
i've been looking for answers so i've been praying every night
yea i'm praying, every, night(echo)
yea but i feel like i never get a reply
feeling like im always left asking myself why
like why would my people feeling low, we get high
just trying to get by
what if i got rich
what would i be
would i be the type to never break bread and only look out for me
my nigga dont you see
this shit was never for me it was for the fans
but if i got rich would people start coming around
while plotting to take advantage of who i am
im learning to be a man
but that really takes time
but i dont really got patients dog
to much shit up on my mind
but im really trying to cope with this shit
drifting away from family away havent spoke in a bit
guess im to proud to ask for help
so i just sit in my room and ask myself "what if".
yeah, what if i blew up
you think id change
would i be faithful to the girl ima fuck with the groupies because of the fame
theres no one else to blame
i know ive done wrong so many times, responsible for all the tears coming from her eyes
im sick of myself, sick of the games and the lies
i just hate to see you cry
what if i went broke
where would they go
would they all stick around to watch me fall or disappear slow man, i dont really know, if i lost everything would they forget
what if i lost all of my money, all of these whips all of the fame, all of the people all of my chicks, would they all just dip
what if i didnt have music
where would i be
shit, honestly id probably be in the streets tryna hussle a g