If I Could Feel Again

she said ill do anything to make myself feel pretty again
cuz you scarred me and made me forget i was pretty within
my friends told me i shoulve left yo ass that first time you cheathed yo i swear i shoulve listened cuz look you did it again
what is it??
is it cuz i ain't thick like this other bitches
sorry i aint perfect and thick like these other bitches
but i did everything for you that the others didn't
i was even there when your family was acting different
and i still got cheated on
i guess i wasnt pretty enough
i bet she had bigger tits and a Brazilian butt
i was already insecure and i just feel shitty as fuck
got me looking in the mirror trying to analyze my figure telling myself ill never be good enough for no man
cuz i dont love no man you know why i dont trust no man
because even my father left my life i couldnt trust my own mans
damn but you i cared for you
i was always there for you