Feels So Different

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference

I am not like I was before
I thought that nothing would change me
I was not listening anymore
Still you continued to affect me

I was not thinking anymore
Although I said I still was
I'd said, "I don't want anymore"
Because of bad experience

But now I feel so different
I feel so different
I feel so different

I have not seen freedom before
And I did not expect to
Don't let me forget, now I'm here
Help me to help you, to behold you

I started off with many friends
And we spent a long time talking
I thought they meant every word they said
But like everyone else, they were stalling

And now they seem so different
They seem so different
They seem so different

I should have hatred for you
But I do not have any
And I have always loved you
Oh, you have taught me plenty

The whole time
I'd never seen
All you had spread before me

The whole time
I'd never seen
All I need was inside me

Now I feel so different
Feel so different
I feel so different

I feel so different
I feel so different