November

Well, you know me
I've never been afraid
I always jump into it
With my whole heart and no shame
And the thoughts that I'm left with
Is making such a mess
There's nothing more confusing
Than the loss you've caused yourself

And, all in all, I feel you're like me

And we're the trees still green in November
And I know I can't remember
Summer being so gone
And I will play along
But it feels, it feels so much
That we don't know what we're doing (yeah, yeah)
And I never knew, never thought they could play along, honey
But they don't know what they're doing

And I know I won't admit it
And I don't want to say it
But I still look for you in the park
On my way home, each day
And no, I won't admit it
Not even to my friends
They think I'm doing well
And I even lie to myself

How long can you keep a secret from yourself?
Like that storm that blew me back two years
To that first step I took away from you
And the hope that you left
It's hidden in my room
I'm a strong woman
But sometimes I'm weak for you

On and on, I close my eyes and I'm still there, I'm still there

We're the trees still green in November
And I know I can't remember
Summer being so gone
And I will play along
And it still feels so much (so much, honey)
That we don't know what we're doing
Oh, I never knew, never thought they could play along, honey
But they don't know what they're doing

And I close my eyes and I'm still there

And we're the trees still green in November
And I know I can't remember
Summer being so gone
And I will play along
And it still feels so much (so much)
That we don't know what we're doing (yeah, yeah)
And I never knew, never thought, they could play along, honey
But they don't know what they're doing (they don't know what they're doing)

So play along, honey
And don't know what they're doing