Another Badge of Courage

They say that what does not kill you
Only makes you stronger
Well, maybe some of us
Are just too sick and tired

Of being so damn strong
And I can't reach for a reason
To look in your eyes
Like it doesn't matter at all

Falling down, crying out
And I'll remember, and I'll remember

Spinning around in circles
Just anticipating
What the next stranger
Is going to do to me

Falling down, crying out
And I'll remember, and I'll remember

And I'll remember
That the thing you did to me
Lying on your kitchen floor
Burning with hate

I wanna rip your hands off
I wanna rip your tongue out
For every time that I have cried
Every time you have lied

Pushed down
Laughing in my face
Pain I've never felt
Hate I've never screamed

And I can't still remember
That fucking look in your eyes
Screaming at me
It doesn't matter at all

And now eyes will always lie
And now eyes will always lie
And now eyes will always lie
And now eyes will always lie