Sunshine

No more letters to the president, this one is to Jehova
One was born into the what is a Christian now becomes a soldier
I've put in a pin from livin' in sin so niggas like my songs
Cheryl G up in the kitchen so these truckers like my stone
Most think Texas, that's my home, but I'm known to be a loner
There ain't no witness to this crime when I'm creepin' the fuck up on you
What if I point at the cigarette? Maybe new poor choices
And a box of possible cool
Does a nigga do anything to get paid? They say I'm a goddamn fool

I call the sacred momma but she can't answer me back
I'm in a world, went deep, missin' that daily 'cause that quesadilla bad
It got a nigga lookin' for white, but most of these hoes be givin' it shite
Wait 'til a nigga get paid, then get laid and try and take a nigga life
I just can't take no more, my heart is broken, it got too many cracks
See the woman I love don't need a pistol
'Cause she be killin' me with that
So look into my eyes and please tell me what you see
Will they open the pearly gates for me? I wanna be free

I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad
I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad

Livin' in poverty ain't a part of the plan
So I'm on the corner hustlin' with work in my hand
I know my momma wouldn't approve of my lifestyle
But see, I must get it the way I live, and that's right now
My nigga, my credit's fucked up, so I can't put nothing in my name
Let alone, I'm havin' hard time maintaining some change
I'm so familiar with anger, smokin' weed can't even stop the pain
A walkin' shame, got teased out the rain

While I'm feelin' for heaven, seem like hell is what I'm livin' for
My destiny's to die or forever walk the prison floor
How can I be a man, 24, with no home?
I'll put the beast in your dome and leave it there like the ozone
A cold, cold world that we livin' in
Killers will take your life and it ain't gotta be about no dividence
Forgive me for my sins, I'm just tryin' to make it
Tryin' to keep my pistol from my head 'cause I just can't take it

I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad
I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad

I wonder if the Lord is gonna show me some compassion
Or will I be victim to motherfuckers when they blastin'?
Havin' flashbacks of '94, with drillers to the back
'Cause my niggas left me lonely, now my colony is my strat
Livin' every day like it's my last one, so I'm trippin'
Keep my finger on the trigger, nigga, every time I'm flippin'
I don't wanna be another face on a t-shirt
So when motherfuckers bring the drama, me and Nina burst

Know I need to be in church but I'm trapped out on the block
Pumpin' rock after rock, God please make it stop
I'm a victim of the struggle, tryna make my life easy
But it ain't what I expected, it's hectic, it's sleazy
I'm on my knees beggin', askin' God to stop the pain
Did it with all this damn strain, see my pistol, see my brain
I'm 'bout to take my final stand, I'm a man in his own mind
Steady hurtin' but I hope I heal in time

I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad
I wonder if the sun shines on the other side
'Cause I bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died
And maybe bein' gone ain't all that bad
It's gotta be better than wastin' time with a pen and a pad