Sleep Paralysis

Eternal sleep
I'm digging my nails as hard as I can
Over and over again, ripping the pain from my skin
Will it ever end?

A drone, no past, no future lost and alone
I can't even tell who I am anymore
To shut my eyes and to never be seen
What the fuck is happening to me?

Between two entities, holding onto the edge
I don't know how much more I can take before I fall and descend
Whispering in my ear
"No one will miss you, just disappear."

I'm choking on my words, as my body grows numb
I'm trying to scream at the top of my lungs

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep
Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep
Eternal sleep

Wrapped in soil, soaked in tears
I am a product of fear
Trapped inside a mind I can't control
Contorting mind body and soul

I'm trying to scream, but no one can hear
The fears in my head, that have brought me to tears
Will it ever end?

I'm begging on my knees 'cause I want to believe
But I'm too blind to see that it's not God but the devil answering
His hands around my throat, and I can't breathe, I can't fucking breathe
I'm screaming, I'm screaming, I'm screaming

Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep
Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep
Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep
Lay me six feet deep, in eternal sleep