Monster (feat. Sam Adams)

I knew
It's true
But I don't really understand
I never really made my plan like I ought to
It's me, it's you
But I don't really know my face
And how am I suppose to change, this monster

I was alive
But I saw my future looking blurry
And I was wondering where to go
And I can't deny that the future had me worried
And I was getting impatient

Time was flying be
And nothing felt quite right
I was going through the motions
I was seeking more commotion
And I couldn't find myself
Screaming out for help
Someone come and save me from this streery installation
And it all came together one night

I knew
It's true
But I don't really understand
I never really made my plan like I ought to
It's me, it's you
But I don't really know my face
And how am I suppose to change, this monster

I have to desire
If I can make the simple changes
To take me above the rest
And I had to survive
And I had to go back to them faces
And stop being impatient

Time was flying by
And nothing felt quite right
I was going through the motions
I was seeking more commotion
And I couldn't find myself
Screaming out for help
Someone come and save me from this streery installation
And it all came together one night
Yeeeah

I knew
It's true
But I don't really understand
I never really made my plan like I ought to
t's me, it's you
But I don't really know my face
And how am I suppose to change, this monster

Yeah

I ain't got time to prove to you
Everything that everybody told me to
Cause if I ever listen to that bullshit do
Not a single person woulda ever hear me crew
And I pay off, pay off
See me blow where your nose get laid off
Cause I don't even break when they say stop
And be heard cause they told me to play hard
Nah
It's the feeling of being home
No matter what I'm worried about homie you ain't alone
Despite a little trips, taking em' when you flown
It kills me leaving, just knowing you're on yah own
And they takeoff, takeoff
Making them pay for the pain that they cost
And the blames on the game, for the way that this changed
But really man I just stay stall, yeah
And I thought they had the upper hand
I guess faith is something I don't understand

I knew
It's true
But I don't really understand
I never really made my plan like I ought to
It's me, it's you
But I don't really know my face
And how am I suppose to change, this monster

No time, that's fine
But I don't really have a choice
They're never gonna hear my voice
Like they ought to

Take time
Make rhymes
Show them what they wanna see
I gotta do my best in feat this monster