Death Wish

I've been spending every fucking day biting my tongue til it bleeds, cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my fucking teeth.
I bite my tongue til it bleeds.
I keep rotting all of my teeth.
I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me.
I try to block it out, but he won't let me be.
Why won't you let me be?
Why won't you let me?
I can't look back, and I know it's not just in my head.
I'm waking up everyday, but I just wanna stay in bed.
Why does this have to be the path I tread?
It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead.
Nobody ever seems to have a fucking hand to lend.
I've got shit for luck, and dozens of these so called "friends".
I'm dying faster than I should intend.
It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end.
Why does this have to be the path I tread?
Why did I have to be born dead?
I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me.
I try to block it out, but he won't let me be.
Why won't you let me be?
Why won't you let me be?
I think I'm dying at the age of 23.
I know I'm dying at the age of 23.
23 years, and where the fuck have you been?
How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin.
I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home.
I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home.
I always knew this house was not a home, fucked up from all the time that I spent alone.
High expectations, but I'm not a fucking drone.
My mouth has been shut for so long, it might as well be sewn.
It's hard to give a fuck, knowing you were born dead.
It's hard to give a fuck, waiting for your life to end.



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Daniel Miller, Justin Johnson, Jacob O'shaughnessy
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