Gear Box

I remember you used to pray for me
Now you turn your head away
Expectations that I never met
Forgotten promises you never kept

I know someday there can be a time
When you can look me in the eye
Now I write these words just to keep it clear
In a jaded song you wont ever hear

(I never)
Wanted you forgiveness
You did what you had to I did what I could
Now we've gone our separate ways

(I never)
Found comfort in your acceptance
If time is a healer
Then ill sit here and wait for your poison word's to scar

One notebook filled with a million word's
Sits quietly by my side
Like a loaded gun
With the wrong intention's, they tell me life is pain
I forgot a long time ago
But every day im reminded of the way
Put me down the way you put me out
The way you torched my fucking world

(I never)
Wanted your forgiveness
You did what you had to and I did what I could
Now we've gone our separate ways

(I never)
Found comfort in your acceptance
If time is a healer
Then ill sit here and wait for your poison word's to scar

Don't need your lies, don't need your promises
Don't want your open arm's
Don't need your sacred way's
And It's all I need today, yeah

What was once belief has now turned to grief
And there ain't nothin' more that you could say
Look to myself for everything I need
Ain't lookin' back on any time

So you think you got me all figured out
You think you know what this hate is all about
Don't try to understand
Don't try to comprehend the answer is in my word's
When the world comes crashing down all around
And you need a quiet place to hide
You'll find me deep inside my head
Under a tree of thought in a world of pain

I never wanted your help
I never needed you here
So when you think of me try to understand
Guide me through your maze of life
Guide me through your narrow world
I forgot a long time ago
Now every day im reminded of the way
Put me down
The way you put me out
Torched my whole world