Monstrosity

Listen
To the voices in my head
My conscience begs them to leave me alone
All these false accusations
I tell you tell you again
We are not insane

I have seen the face of panic
And I have felt the wrath of hate
I will be the downfall of us all
And I will not let go when I
Rip your heart out from your chest

These are the words of a mad man
Waiting for the day when the angel of death comes to take his life
As he baths in a pit of self loathing
The weight of the world
Starts to crush his dreams

Here I am spewing my guts out
Oh the things that I have done for you
Swallow it down and let it all consume
Look what you've made me do
Can you feel the blood lust taking over me, pushing me, fueling me
As I slowly lose control
My body and mind are no longer entwined
In this corrupted cell

This is the unnatural balance
Feel the heavens rain fire
This is the unnatural balance
Feel the heavens rain fire

As I fight the voices in my head I will not stop until you're violently convulsing on the floor
The flames will melt your flesh down to your bones
This is the unnatural balance
Feel the heavens rain fire

As it rains the flames
The flames
Bow down to your new messiah

Look into my eyes and tell me you are not afraid to die
I want to burn you and hurt you for the last time
How did you become so absent of care
Because my love
I am dead inside
I have been stripped of affection and compassion
I am a reflection of the torment and the punishment that you put me through
Oh the pain
The scars they remain
The punishment you gave me will forever stain
Forever stain

I am here
As a testament to hate
To teach you all
Of the burden of fate
I am here
Because there was no compassion for me
I am here
Emotionless
I tell you all
I am not insane
I hear you all
But the voices remain
Remain

This is the unnatural balance
Feel the heavens rain fire

Feel the fire burn

Feel the fire burn
As I fight the voices in my head I will not stop until you're violently convulsing on the floor
The flames will melt your flesh down to your bones