When the World's at Stake

At first I didn't want it
Her daddy, well, we didn't fit
But I couldn't swing it
I was scared to do it alone

Seventeen and pregnant
Not what I had in mind
Her daddy was a farmer
But not the wealthy kind

I wanted to be a dancer
But not the kind that did for pay
Who was this new person
That was getting in my way

I could've walked out, left her for dead
Cut her up with my own hands
But something in me, was kicking and screamin' to live

When the world's at stake
And there lives to save
And even though I shake my hands at God I pray
Let her have a better life than I can provide
Lord have mercy on my soul
As I try to do her right

It took a long long time to understand God's plan for me
He threw me down the river, beat my flush in Kankakee
By the time my water broke, I was deep in my own debt
But when I saw her face, It was easy to forget

I knew I had to get her away
Take her to where my debt was paid
A new beginning, a place I'd never been and never sinned

When the world's at stake
All your dreams they change
And every step you take
Is for another's sake
And even if she grows to hate me
I wont change my course of heart
Lord have mercy on my soul
If we ever grow apart

You think that I resent her very being
That maybe I regret her ever needing
A mother
Is it wrong that I enjoy to right her
I may be rash and over protecting
Not bitter
I suppose I could be softer

I can do better, hold you closer
I'm learnin' that as I grow older
I'm not one to forgive

When the world's at stake
You give your life away
And it feels so great
To watch the one you save
Be the most adoring person
Your mom has ever known
Lord have mercy on my soul
And let my dreams be all her own!

When my world's at stake