Distill

I've been beaten
Left for dead
I've seen the void I tried to leave behind me
I've welcomed animosity
And I'm tired of the consequences
And the only thing I want
Is to live my life
And not feel like
I've ripped apart my scars
Now death doesn't seem so far

I wish I could feel anything
But this fucking apathy
I find it hard to breathe
Knowing I have to live another day
These years that feel like centuries
Like centuries wasting away

My brokenness that wraps around my head
As I fall asleep, and try to untangle each and every thread
But I know that no amount of rest
Will make it go away

Please make it go away

Will you watch me drown?
Please don't let me drown

I wish that I could fall asleep
But this sickness haunts my dreams
And I am pulling at my skin
Trying to get out again

I've been beaten
Left for dead
I'm fucking tired of being misled
By my own thoughts
Swimming around inside my head
And the only thing I want
Is to take a breath and not feel like
I'm only here to die
Am I just here to die?

I wish I could feel anything
But this fucking apathy
I find it hard to breathe
Knowing I have to live another day
These years that feel like centuries
Like centuries wasting away

I've never been good enough for anyone

As I fall asleep
I know I can only dream
Of what it's like
To be something more than this



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Writer(s): West View
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