The 411

You don't owe me an explanation
You don't owe me a reason why
I don't deserve any closure
But honestly, I am not doing fine

But it's raining, it's pouring
And your man should be snoring
But he's confused and nervous
He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep

And they scream, what are you running away from?
And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'
Every cold-call conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation
And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs
Praying that the snow will stop falling on me
Cause I can't take the cold anymore
No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards
You always loved the rain
So I started to feel the same
So when it rained, I was happy
But now I'm just stuck with pathetic fallacy

And it's raining, it's pouring
And your man should be snoring
But he's confused and nervous
He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep
They scream, what are you running away from?
And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'
Every cold-call conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation
And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs,
praying that the snow will stop falling on me
Cause I can't take the cold anymore
No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards

And I keep replaying in my head what Ryan said
And how I'm walking these streets like a skeleton
With no tendons to hold these bones together
I can feel my joints as they become untethered
There go my hands, my fingers and my arms
And my skull's on the floor, making a home for the slugs
And the water starts to fill up my ribcage
As I pray it doesn't start to rain again
And the ghosts walk past, they don't even stop to stare
And it makes me wonder if I'm even there
And this melancholy mood that I knew from the start
Makes me wonder if I'll ever stop falling apart
If I'll ever stop falling apart
If I'll ever stop falling apart

They scream, what are you running away from?
And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'
Every cold-call conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation
And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs
Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

'Cause I can't take this crow screaming 'evermore'
'Cause we are nevermore