Vegetable

Every time I face my fears, it blows up in my face
From that day on, I knew that I'd be dying in this place
A holding cell, this grave I dug deliberately deep
These thoughts of failure keep me captive, haunt me in my sleep
I promise I don't want to die this life is all I know
I'm just immature as fuck and I need some time to grow
This stressful situation creates tension in my wrists
So I walk these empty streets with a blunt between my cold dead lips

Factory pressed to be the best I don't quite fit the model
I'm slowly becoming obsessed

'Cause this sadness seems perpetual
And I've made myself a vegetable
And it's really nice to meet you, oh I'm so glad I met you all
Got many people you can call
Who will make sure I'm miserable
'Cause this fucked up world just can't accept me as an individual

Starved of recognition, I'm a joke, a fraud, a one hit wonder
I'm just delirious from all the pressure that I'm under
I am a sorry, sour soul but my worst fear aren't tangible
Just going through the motions, daily life feels so mechanical

'Cause this sadness seems perpetual
And I've made myself a vegetable
And it's really nice to meet you, oh I'm so glad I met you all
Got many people you can call
Who will make sure I'm miserable
'Cause this fucked up world just can't accept me as an individual

Stand as still as a statue, as I watch from the backroom
Petrified with fear it almost feels like I have to
It feels like I'm on house arrest, 'cause my world's a fucking mess
And I've got to make my mark before I fade to nothingness because,
I view this world from different angles, with this bracelet on my ankle
And when I try to speak I choke, its almost like I'm being strangled
I am a prisoner of war who's not sure what he's fighting for
I am the jealousy and hatred you ignore, so fall to the floor



Credits
Writer(s): Dock Watch Hollow
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