Visions

Bury us in debt
Till we're craving death
Kick and scream
Till we're soaked in sweat

I'm known to be violent
A product of my environment
Pump me full of drugs
I'll be better than I was
Sedate me and medicate me
I'll finally feel some safety
Restrain me and break me
I just haven't been myself lately

Insanity, insanity, we live in a world with no morality
Cause it all just ends in tragedy
With nothing left but visions in front of me
Sedate us, manufactured toxic cures
We're bound to overdose
A chemical death that it ensures
You're the perfect enemy
Planning every hit so carefully
I wish the bleeding would stop
But this trail of blood leads right to the top

How does it feel to be a part of the plan?

And my body goes cold
As I lose feeling in my bones
Don't bring me to my knees, begging for relief

Weeks of these sleepless nights
Hundreds of useless lights
But I refuse to leave
Let in the darkness it invites
There's a ghost beneath our home
That dwells in every sin we know
And he's been rotting to the bone

Lost myself a million times
Start to shake when it's got me feeling down
I swear to god you're gonna hear me now
I've been dulling my senses
Hoping to make sense of this
And put an end to all these temporary messes

Twisting and turning in my skin and it doesn't feel right
Dig into my head and take away my sight
How can I live when all I see is the end of me
Going insane from the weight of what you want me to be

And my body goes cold
As I lose feeling in my bones
Don't bring me to my knees, begging for relief

Weeks of these sleepless nights
Hundreds of useless lights
But I refuse to leave
Let in the darkness it invites
There's a ghost beneath our home
That dwells in every sin we know
And he's been rotting to the bone

Can you hear him now?
He's never been this loud
You got away with murder
Without making a sound

Reached for a hand that pulled back every time
I asked for help but I must have crossed the line
You asked me how I'm feeling
I said that I'm fine
And there's nothing but hell on my mind