Sick

There's a never ending stress
Laying its weight on the back of my head
So I'm laying to rest every word that they said
While I lie awake with something that I can't shake
Something that I can't shake
Something that I can't shake

Always been a fuck up
Never picked the right time
To learn to shut up
My reflection looking back at me
A picture of everything that I couldn't be

So lead me down the beaten path
Searched it before but only I can sniff out the rat
Weaving it's way in and out
Until you catch it by the mouth

Some demons can't be cleansed
You just have to feed them
Why would anybody want me
When inside out I can be so ugly

There's no one around
When the foundation cracks
But you have a funny way of showing up
Whenever I collapse

Just stick the knife through my skull
And alleviate the pressure
You honestly can't blame me
For wanting to surrender

I yearn for a single form of consistency
Even if it comes in the form of you
Constantly ruining me

I gotta disassociate from everything I can't save
Before it eats me alive
Nothing left but wasted life
This wasted life
This fucking waste of life

You think after 22 years I'd learn when to quit
Been digging myself deeper and deeper into this shit
No one hates me more than I hate myself
Every move I make is just another mistake

You twisted my soul
Now you're losing control
And the hands you hold will pay the toll
Slipping from your grip is all the good you stole



Credits
Writer(s): Wasted Life
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