I Tried to Smell the Sunflower but It Wasn't Real
I feel that I am not meant to be here
Yet your presence has convinced me to face my fears
But I have found that when I truly needed love
I could not look to you, but only above
And I know, that sometimes you gotta go
Somewhere you have never before truly known
It doesn't mean that you are bad
It doesn't mean that I am sad
It just means that things just are the way they are
Do you feel the way my heart beats for you
Do you feel the way I promised you
That I would be there until it stopped
And even after that
For you didn't want to get caught
As you saw, through my empty words, my flaws
And you wanted a way out so you killed my thoughts
Now I'm back on the road you found me on, all alone
You wonder why I want to die
Well, here, just listen to my cry
Why, oh why
I said what have I done to deserve this
I don't want to think about it anymore
I just know that I was born and it feels like everything I've lived was a lie
You were the first person that I felt like I could trust
But I guess I should've stuck to my eternal disgust, with everyone
Now I'm back here on my own, and you're up there on your throne
Do you find comfort knowing you've left me all alone
Does it make you feel better when you wear my heart as a sweater
Does it make you feel loved to know that I wish there was a rope on which
I would be hung
Yet your presence has convinced me to face my fears
But I have found that when I truly needed love
I could not look to you, but only above
And I know, that sometimes you gotta go
Somewhere you have never before truly known
It doesn't mean that you are bad
It doesn't mean that I am sad
It just means that things just are the way they are
Do you feel the way my heart beats for you
Do you feel the way I promised you
That I would be there until it stopped
And even after that
For you didn't want to get caught
As you saw, through my empty words, my flaws
And you wanted a way out so you killed my thoughts
Now I'm back on the road you found me on, all alone
You wonder why I want to die
Well, here, just listen to my cry
Why, oh why
I said what have I done to deserve this
I don't want to think about it anymore
I just know that I was born and it feels like everything I've lived was a lie
You were the first person that I felt like I could trust
But I guess I should've stuck to my eternal disgust, with everyone
Now I'm back here on my own, and you're up there on your throne
Do you find comfort knowing you've left me all alone
Does it make you feel better when you wear my heart as a sweater
Does it make you feel loved to know that I wish there was a rope on which
I would be hung
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