AfterBear II : The Next Best Thing

I keep on trying but surprisingly I might
End up just like I was back then before that night
Cold heart, cold hands, my cold thoughts talked fahrenheit
Then AfterBear brought fire that then brought the light

Brought Fire

He's the gospel he's the master
He's the preacher and the pastor
That gives life back
But when the other people look
They pray for being saved but see no track
He's the only one to be seen
Through that special screen
A pen, some paper, and a dream
The next best thing, only one song to sing
Written with adderall and ecstasy and

Fire

Save me again, AfterBear my only friend
Save me again from my own end

It's time to leave so convince me
That what I'm doing is worth being seen
Because everyone seems to just crush all my dreams
Deep down I know I'm my worst enemy
Satan take the lead, I've signed with the devil
A blue bear plays god and he can't bring me level
The fire he brought, less than environmental
He burned down the forest, he can't be that special
Leave me to drown in the flame
It's nice now that it's not yesterday
My car crash should have killed me, my god tried to tilt me
By making me think I was worth being saved
But he's just too busy to focus on me
He's got other things, bear necessities
Like making me think I need to give up
And spend life being what I don't want to be

Save me again, AfterBear my only friend
Save me again, from my own end

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