Reaching for an Exit

I think it's time I get a little heavy, surely not conventional
Feels fictional and poorly represented by all of my flaws
Do you know the need
The need to be the best I can be
I am crawling on my knees
Take back everything that you said 'cause "Once Upon A Time" has surely come to an end
Dead memories in my heart, so let's try not to pretend
I didn't know I fell so far
I didn't feel the gravity
It's taking me
Everything is not the same
Am I insane
Fly away
I'm always running, always fucking running
Crazy as can be, it doesn't mean a thing if what you have created doesn't even make you happy
I think we've all had better days, maybe sitting down beside the fireplace
Give me time to demonstrate and I will show you what I've learned along the way
Raise the stakes
Good things wait
Shed your blame and you'll be alright
Shed your blame tonight
Life goes on, that's the grand design