Disorder

Seeing eye of the beholder
Won't you move in, come closer
In search for what it all means
You know I'm growing much bolder
But I'm colder now than I was before
You know I'm learning more each day about the way we live and pray
That we can say what we need to say
Don't even think of surrender
There is no surrendering
Feels like I'm bending and breaking
The whole world is shaking and tearing apart at it's own seams
Think I've forgotten what it means
I break everything
So move along, there is nothing to see
All I need is a reason to believe all of these words that I'm screamin'
So listen hard, take them to heart
Let them sink in
You're losing sleep from the rage that you're keeping
Locked away without a key
Is there a moral to the story
I suppose
I guess I'll sit back and watch as this all unfolds
And out of everything that I've been given, I've learned there is order in disorder
You have to fall to get back on the horse and move forward
You see, I only want you to believe