I Need Help

I get so judged by all mistakes that I made in my past
The scariest part of this rap game
Is how long I'm gonna last and be countin' that cash
I look in the mirror, I see fear in my eyes
Every time I smile, I'm telling a lie
If I'm being honest, I wanna cry
Man, I wanna die

I was a kid, I was a child
Every decision I made it was wild
I got some haters, they want me dead
Hopefully I never make 'em smile

Who's my friend? Who do I trust?
I trust God, that's my dawg
Am I a bad person just because I fucked up, and I broke the law
No, I'm not, I got a heart
I will admit that I wasn't smart

I had a role in the movie, they saw something, and then I lost my part
Yeah, it hurt
It made me feel like a piece of dirt
I try so hard, but every time I try nothing ever works

Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission to find myself
I think I need help
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself
(The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself)

Listen to this lyrics
I need help, I need help
Lately, I been suicidal, thinkin' 'bout killing myself
I pray to God show me the way
Show me the way the light, I'm a thief in the night

If you ever need my advice
I'd probably tell you that everything will be alright
But the truth is I don't even
Believe the words that are comin' right outta my mouth
Money the root of all evil
I'm thinking of burning my house down

Down to the ground when no ones around
My mind, my body, my soul is lost
And they're all nowhere to be found
Maybe they're just out of town

I hope, I see them again
I'm losing all of my friends
Yeah, I sinned, but I've repented
They don't know where I have been
Yeah, I did a lot of evil
Yeah, I did a lot of evil
But when I make music like this song
I make it for the people

Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission to find myself
I think I need help
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself
(The only reason that you ain't know is 'cause I keep it to myself)

I need help, I need help, I need help
I said I need help, I need help, I need help
I need help, I need help, I need help
(The only reason that you didn't know is cause' I keep it to myself)



Credits
Writer(s): Phillip Katsabanis
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