Tomorrow

On my epitaph
Here's what it must say
Ah "here's lies a man
Who's happy in his grave" oh
On my epitaph
Here's what it must say
Ah "here's lies a man
Who's happy in his grave" oh

This the type of shit that makes me wonder if should've written it
Now I'm spitting it, steady extending it
So far from the ending
You know I'm just venting
'Cause if I don't say it now
Then I don't know if I can fix it
Oh how she love me, she love me, make me forgot about it
Oh, do she love me, she love me, or will forget about me
Oh, I'ma dummy
Been looking for money
When the only fucking thing that I needed is right in front o'me
That's what you wanted me to think; I ain't believing it
Every single thing that I dreamed, well I'm achieving it
So why it fucking feel like
If I died tonight
I'd be a little bit happier in the afterlife?
They say I ain't acting right
Okay?
'Cause me and them don't act alike
No way, nope
I'm that nigga, I'm that nigga and I know it
I just wish I wasn't so fucking broken
Wading in the ocean

I know listening to this whole album
You might've formed your own thoughts and opinions
About me and where I'm at
I just wanted to address that
I'm okay right now, alright?
Uhm, making this album has been a bit
Of a journey for me
Lot of self-discovery
Lot of brutal honesty with myself
But it's one of those things that needed to be done
It was a journey for me
And I imagine listening to this was a bit of a journey for you
And I just wanted to acknowledge it
But hey, shout-out to you
This like, damn near the end of the album right here
There's only a little bit left
And thank you
For embarking on this journey with me
I appreciate it
So uhm, I guess
Just enjoy the rest

Please don't say you love me unless you mean it?
Damn
'Cause you know them words always been my weakness
I am the "I Am" that you wish I wasn't
'Cause I am the "I Am" where I am just hurting
I needed the time alone
The time to kill
I needed the time to be
The time to heal
I needed the time to grow
The time for this but
Life so short and time so swift
I know it's something to see me like this
You knew me at my best
How can he be like this?
Looking for the differences in who I was and what I will be
Still, this the real me
Look at all that built me
Back when I'd never know just how far that I'd go
Wonder why I'm cold? Blame it on Chicago
I... I know it gets better as I let it go
So I'll let go of all the pain that I've borrowed
Soon as it's tomorrow

One love in his lifetime
With whom he truly shared
A world full of happiness
With someone

They wish I was
Actually acting
I've actively ascertaining
I'm serving swerves with murder
And scheduling arraignments
I know I'm a bit deranged
And it's strange, I feel amazing
This nerdy birdy been flirting with words
He's changing
I was a born a heathen
A demon screaming for Jesus
From Adidas and Macarenas to prenups and margaritas
I'm split up
Still in pieces and completed, that's my secret
Needed; can't be defeated
Deleted? Then I'm repeating
The pieces keeps me dreaming
Completionist is achieving
So the perfected verses come out sounded conceited
I'm perplexed and nervous, but still cannot be beaten
Got the knowledge, fuck college
I'm Eve eaten in Eden
I ain't never had a father
I'm a bastard on the mic
Hope I never have a daughter
I don't treat the women right
Treat beats like priests so I can confess sins
Guess as long as I repent in the end, that's happiness

On my epitaph
Here's what it must say