Jealousy

Where do I begin
Describing how I think
How ashamed I am
For treating her this way

Hatred, Ire, dark in my soul
Devouring me, I lost control
I've done you wrong and put you down
I'm fed up with what I've become

Never did she deserve the pain I put her through
My desperate search for attention drove me to
Hurt this so delicate little thing
Which I trampled on and tore apart deliberately

Could you ever bring yourself to forgive me for
The suffering I've caused you
The things I've said to hurt you
I wouldn't blame you if you really couldn't though
Jealousy got the best of me
Understand that I'm sorry

Why did you pick her over me
And let me become this beast
The scars I left are way too deep
There is no excuse for what I did

Remember that one Christmas eve
I despised the way you decorated the tree
I called you useless and so worthless
Every name in the book of hatred
I am no brother let us face it
These words are a knife with which you got stabbed with
I don't deserve for you to call me family
Seven years of tyranny and hate (Seven years of tyranny and hate)
I never behaved like I loved you my sibling
You may cut me out it's not too late

Could you ever bring yourself to forgive me for
The suffering I've caused you
The things I've said to hurt you
I wouldn't blame you if you really couldn't though
Jealousy got the best of me
Understand that I'm sorry

Why did you pick her over me
And let me become this beast
The scars I left are way too deep
There is no excuse for what I did



Credits
Writer(s): Rudi Jongen
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