Nectar

I'm not lost don't waste my time
Go save yourself, don't waste your life
On friends who's names you can't pronounce
That sound profound, are empty inside

I fell in love in a movie theater parking lot
Took a while for me to say I love you 'cuz she talks a lot
I'm backing off, soft-handed and being patient
Giving some space before it gets to the place
Where all she saw in me was Satan
But still be wary, the beast lurks in the forest
He's hungry, his belly's full
But mentally he's been starving
He's craving the taste of good love
Noon, night, and the morning
He's dying to wake up
Drowned in the life he was never offered
Some slaughter's the best medicine
To get his affairs in order
Before the reporters burst through the door for another story
They're venomous enemies with a rather unique affinity
For digging up graves and burning bodies
Inside their den of thieves
But in the end even the sinners leave
At the end of his rope, he hides the last note up in his sleeve saying
Go on say my name. Say it!
I'm patient, I'm waiting steady
My visage unmoving, oozing, grotesque, and upsetting
Bloodletting upended by wedding bells
Armed at the ready
I only chose to walk alone because my heart was too heavy
But when I slam that revolver down and whisper "I'm ready"
Just know I traded my disease for a blessing
And if you ask me was it worth it in the end
You damn right
I never knew that there was peace within the light
But even now the pain is out of sight
Out of my mind but I'm fine
I think we'll live to see another fight (Shit)

I'm not lost, don't waste my time
Go save yourself, don't waste your life
On friends who's names you can't pronounce
That sound profound, are empty inside

Ay yo that dope was something therapeutic
(Now we off that)
Then I hid myself inside my music
(But I lost that)
Felt like I was nearly 'bout to lose it
('Til I fought back)
But a winner don't die and they don't cry
I know but I was lost inside a fog for days
Or maybe weeks or even months or
Who could really say
But now I'm back and screaming proudly
It's another day
Another dime, another bottle that I threw away
Another title page
(I'm not lost) man I could hear 'em say
In the dark suffering from another loss of faith
I'm taking Ls but even then
I still might find away
I'm laying wide awake
But I'm not crazy
I send my love to all the people that were down to stay
And to the doctors that had told me I was bound to break
I'm still around, just plotting out another plan of action
I couldn't give you all the satisfaction
I heard you laughing but

I'm not lost, don't waste my time
Go save yourself, don't waste your life
On friends who's names you can't pronounce
That sound profound, are empty inside
I'm not lost, don't waste my time
Go save yourself, don't waste your life
On friends who's names you can't pronounce
That sound profound, are empty inside

She left me 'cuz I never talk too much
So now I'm compensating, 'cuz I think I lost too much
Ya'll think I'm crazy but I'm feeling like I lost my touch
But mama told me, boy enough is enough