From U, 4 Me, 4 U

All of my struggles my troubles they bubble
But I keep them from you for me for you
In this life that we have it's so hard to be dad
But see I keep it from you for me for you

What up Nikki how's my little boy doing
It seems your more about the coming then you were about the going
So can we get along cause my kids involved
Or I can just sing my songs till he sings along
Cause he could hate me hate you and hate us all
There's more to a dad than catch and playing ball
I ain't saying I played my part cause I haven't at all
But you made it a little hard to find a needle in the straw
So don't worry miss pretty I worry all the time
Cause fucking with me will surely fuck with his mind
I coped and I hoped that he don't go blind
But how many pills did you pop in that nine
Oh my I didn't mean to mention that
But this shit was written forgot to mention that
The boy looks like me and it ain't just the hat
It's too bad that his dad had to be Kalis Kad

Got to go through with this bullshit's confusing
So I keep it from you its on me but for you
Most of this pressure won't let up its better
Just to keep it from you but trust me it's for you

You'd choke if you knew the drama I was swallowing
People say I act different when I bottle it
But why should my concerns be any of yours
Or any of theirs or any of hers word
Taking bad suggestions with a mind of an adolescent
Mix it with depression and aggression on top of pressure
I could be a reason why girls hate guys
Or why motherfuckers just hate life
Steal a clock, take time
Could you push me on my mood swing
While I'm twisted up like four year old's shoe strings
Yea we all go through things
So who am I to be a hypocrite and say that no one understands
I wonder man
Will it all get better
Or will we all just fall together
Either way its whatever
I know a lot of times I hold things back
It's so that no one else's wall gets cracked
Young Thack

It's so hard to do it I'm losing confused with
Why I keep it from you not for me but for you
It's cool but I'm fed up this pressure won't let up
Till it reaches to you not for me but for you

There's a lot going on so I hope you understand
The road I had to travel so I'd become a man
A lot of love lost but at least I gained some friends
The type to take a bullet no hesitation and understands
I wasn't giving much but I learn from my mistakes
Now you can't stop me why because I'm feeling great
I'm on a level that I thought I would never see
And growing up to something that my family never thought I'd be
I give a fuck about the drama you withstand
Cause this man rides his bike everywhere with no kick stand
I don't ever rest I ain't got time to sleep
I'm always doing something just to see if my grind can bleed
Now is my time to speak so when it's time to leave
Remember me through music tattoo it on a sleeve
Just know its not your fault I bottle things
Now I got to go hit the road my fate is calling me



Credits
Writer(s): John Riffle
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