Fourth Strike

Feel that they would give me up, fighting there to sit me up
No one there to help me out but I was there to pick me up
Seems like out of nowhere I be getting mad I'm heated now
Every time I make a song, I feel like I be screaming now
Each and every time they saying no, I would fall
Let me tell you I been hiding and I'd never get a call
I be falling to the waste land where I ain't banned
I be listening to sad songs so I can't stand
Damn, what would I be even mad about?
It feels like people around me have been trying and they've gotten out
Something else within my mind that's really getting me
The very same problem has been happening it's killing me
Now I should be changing something, probably how I would react
Never does a thing to me except to keep me down in fact
Aggression gave me power man the feeling made me proud
No one caress for a sad song, I'd rather make 'em loud

Three times over I have fallen out, three strikes
But the gift of life will give as much as you would really like
I will never fall for the fourth time over you
I'd rather use 'em elsewhere, where I'm going to

So much anger, full aggression, will I ever learn my lesson?
Same result, many feelings, fuck 'em all I wish I'm healing
Never soft, never weep, no more that will make me weak
Never crawl, when you fall, always get back on your feet
Fuck putting others over me, I should be first
To a point where I be hurting man, that is worse
Change is needed when my life is starting not to feel correct
Really sounding simple but it has a really good effect
No more sugar coating, no more sprinkles on this damn cake
No more forcing up a smile, it's time to stop being fake
If you don't benefit me and if you drag me down
Then get the fuck up out my way, I don't need you now
I'm fucking sick and tired of the same result I'm getting
I've had enough of stepping on me cause I always let 'em
Fool me three times, then that's really on me
But you cannot get me for a 4th strike, not me