Love & Pain

Been through a lot ain't no crying
Express my feelings with writing and yeah i know it
(The feeling's strange)
Im on my own now, ten toes down they calling me a clown
(I chose my own lane)
They say seeing is believing and now im dreaming
(So much to lose so much to gain)
Its so hard, i play it smart, cover my heart...
(That's why i move a certain way)

Uh
What's the meaning of love and why I'm feeling this pain
And why we go through the pain if the cycle remains the same
Repeat the things that we saying everything ain't a game
But the shit that i think is lame is the fact you think that im playing
I been through a lot and i went through different emotions
Been stressing a lot cause everything is in the open
I miss you a lot, that's my feelings lingering floating
But stick to the plot, there's no point in even still hoping
I do for myself because no one'll do it for you
And fuck all the help cause they expecting to get spoiled
Just fuck wit yourself cause when you down nobody call you
And fuck all the help cause when you up they all adore you
After the fact they just ignored you
Now everybody fronting to be loyal
I was down once but i sprung up like a coil
Tryna grow in a garden of contaminated soil

Been through a lot ain't no crying
Express my feelings with writing and yeah i know it
(The feeling's strange)
Im on my own now, ten toes down they calling me a clown
(I chose my own lane)
They say seeing is believing and now im dreaming
(So much to lose so much to gain)
Its so hard, i play it smart, cover my heart...
(That's why i move a certain way)

Uh im absorbing this shit like a sponge
Inhaling all the pain until i cough a lung
Karma introduced me to pain and now a na sprung
Make the average walking wanna take a plunge
Quit wit the games, got 2 daughters to raise
And i think i would go insane if they was treated the same
They'll have a life of their own and they'll experience pain
They gotta learn on their own but im showing them different ways
I been thru a lot every twist of the plot
All the blood sweat & tears just tp get to the top
And when the haters get together im mentioned a lot
Anything to put me down but the shit wouldn't stop
Uh Nah and the shit wouldn't stop
They throwing dirt on my name just to get to the top
And telling shorties all my dirt just to get them some top
And its the ones you least expect that's the interesting plot

Been through a lot ain't no crying
Express my feelings with writing and yeah i know it
(The feeling's strange)
Im on my own now, ten toes down they calling me a clown
(I chose my own lane)
They say seeing is believing and now im dreaming
(So much to lose so much to gain)
Its so hard, i play it smart, cover my heart...
(That's why i move a certain way)