Breaking Point

Shit seem like i could never win
It's like no matter what i do
Ns never wanna see me up
Seem like i could never win

(Seems like i could never win)
They don't wanna see me shine no matter what they wanna see me fail
(Seems like i could never win)
They ain't tryna see me up they rather see a na dead or in jail
(Seems like i could never win)
And i been feeling different ever since, i rather trust a enemy than a relative
(Seems like i could never win)
The harsh reality is evident, at least i know that the enemy's feeling genuine
(Seems like i could never win)

Me and pops ain't have good relations
See all I wanted was a bond but he kept me waiting
Sometimes i try to understand all the shit he facing
I waited over 20 years but Im losing patience
I cant be mad at dude, Is that the reason for my attitude
And my emotions to why im sad & blue
You know the story he had to do what he to do
But nothing to show & it's putting me in a badder mood
I held it in but i always been savage mood
I always been in my feelings but never had a clue
To why Im always feeling stuck & i had to move
Smoking blunts and making beats is what I rather do
Instead im sitting stressing, I feel no love
Can't fix situations i no longer got control of
Moms real sick and it's evident
At this point nothing could save her not even medicine

(Seems like i could never win)
They don't wanna see me shine no matter what they wanna see me fail
(Seems like i could never win)
They ain't tryna see me up they rather see a na dead or in jail
(Seems like i could never win)
And i been feeling different ever since, i rather trust a enemy than a relative
(Seems like i could never win)
The harsh reality is evident, at least i know that the enemy's feeling genuine
(Seems like i could never win)

I ain't got shit to say about moms besides the fact she's the bomb
Yeah we had our ups and downs no matter what she's my charm
My siblings, love them to death though we don't see eye to eye
All affected by moms or decisions that we decide
See it's a lot of times it's our pride or our egos that got is tripping
Hard to push it aside we regret it when we caught slipping
Sometimes i come out as stubborn, ain't kissing nobodies ass
My future's highly affected by shit i did in the past
I sit back and light the grass the mirror got no reflection
Do i really deserve it, is karma giving a lesson
What is the whole reason to all the i been stressing
Tell me if there's a reason cause honestly its depressing
What the fuck am i stressing, the cigs is killing my lungs
They said i would be alone or either that be a bum
I want the best for my kids forever wishing no harm
I wish i could i say the same for both of my babymoms

(Seems like i could never win)
They don't wanna see me shine no matter what they wanna see me fail
(Seems like i could never win)
They ain't tryna see me up they rather see a na dead or in jail
(Seems like i could never win)
And i been feeling different every since, i rather trust a enemy than a relative
(Seems like i could never win)
The harsh reality is evident, at least i know that the enemy's feeling genuine
(Seems like i could never win)
They don't wanna see me shine no matter what they wanna see me fail
(Seems like i could never win)
They ain't tryna see me up they rather see a na dead or in jail
(Seems like i could never win)
And i been feeling different ever since, i rather trust a enemy than a relative
(Seems like i could never win)
The harsh reality is evident, at least i know that the enemy's feeling genuine
(Seems like i could never win)

Seems like i could never win
Seems like i could never win
Seems like i could never win
Seems like i could never win