Godspeed

I wanna heal all the hate in me
Execute any form of selfish greed
If you're sailing on the same journey
Brother, I bid you, godspeed

Forcing my mind to feel at peace
I'm trying so hard to be a better me
We can bleed out self-indulgent need
Sister, I wish you, godspeed

So hammer the nail in my coffin
My guardian angel is watching my every move
Won't you let me heal up the wound
I'm so tired of giving myself an excuse

I really wish I could reinvent myself
My brain is a cage, my mind is the cell
Where positive is not what I've felt
But I don't need help, no

Serenity, shed no light on me yet
I am my own case of calamity

So hammer the nail in my coffin
My guardian angel is watching my every move
This mindset is something I didn't choose
But I can feel it slowly stealing my youth

I really wish I could reinvent myself
My brain is a cage, my mind is the cell
Where positive is not what I've felt
But I don't need help, no

This is not a life that I wish to lead
Numbing my system with fluoxetine

Whether you've lost yourself to insecurity
Or smothered my melancholic misery
The answers lie just within your reach
The answers lie just within your reach

After all is said and done
Will I ever feel like I have woken up?
I'm sick of feeling numb so enough is enough
Enough is enough