I'll Be Okay

Days are depressing, and nights are worse
Sometimes I feel that my life is just a curse
Because we just live until death
It's a matter of time
Until it all ends
I just wanna close my eyes, and rewind time
Go back to the moments where I would feel something
Because anything is better than feeling nothing
Anything is better than feeling numb
I said anything is better than feeling numb
I'm just a kid living on earth
I've been looking for years
Searching for my purpose, that I haven't found
Why do i feel so worthless
I write down these words, and I write down these verses
No one really knows how bad I hurt
Some days I just lay on my bed
While these thoughts flood my head
I feel like the world would be better off without me
Today I feel dead

I'll be okay, swear I'm done with running away
Take the pain and I'll break these chains today
Can't change what happened yesterday
Making my darkness purified
These good vibrations are keeping me alive

I'm looking at my reflection in the water in the sink
I'm ready to end it, its getting harder to breathe
But then I think of my family and that's all I see
I gotta be here for the people who believe in me
I hope I can do it
I hope I don't lose it
I think I'll be okay
I'm a little happy with myself that's all I need
I don't need nobody else
I don't need no other friends
I got myself and that's all I have
I'm happy alone, hopefully it will last

I'll be okay, swear I'm done with running away
Take the pain and I'll break these chains today
Can't change what happened yesterday
Making my darkness purified
These good vibrations are keeping me alive



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Crowder
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