Trouble

Mom n dad yelling at me
My life has never been happy
Their yelling is starting to Tempt me
Wishing ppl understand me

Smokin a dewbie
Only way i wud ever smile specially the ppl that knew me
Chug a bottle take my feelings put em in plenty of brews see

I needed more
Bottles brews beers anything that come out of the liqour store
Do not stop the pour
Ill keep drinkin until i hit the floor
Then i wake up feelin hungover
Ah guess its the time to start over
This time i will need a line maybe ill feel fine i need a blunt roller
Ah

One line leads me to another
Get a phone call from a number
Its mom ah dont even bother
Txt her saying dont be worried mother
Send her that as i do a line
Not enough then crush another fine
Put it in my nose then sit back rewind
Do it all again to pass the time

I come home my parents worried
Not now mom im kinda thirsty
I need a beer or maybe 13
Since ive been yelling they heard me
Dad lookin at me with dissapoint
Making me crave another joint
Parents yelling please wake up!! But i hear a voice
Saying get destroyed

Feelin so alone
Feel like nobody knows
Nobody knows
Im nothing
But trouble

Feelin so alone
Feel like nobody knows
Nobody knows
Im nothing
But trouble

Where do i begin
Take a knife n put it to my skin
Cut myself about a thousand times n then i do a line to make the mind spin
Blood covering my entire arm
Did so many lines feel like imma starve
Guess the breakup kinda hit me hard
Takin pills to take away the spark

Suicide has been txting me
Telling me
Ill feel better if i let it be
Just Take my life n do it pleasantly no more depression see?

No more guilty feelings
No more inner demons
Uve been fighting with n also all the screaming
That u have been dealing
I mean Cant u see it
That its Gon be better when u go n leave it
No!

Take a line of blow
Put it in my nose
To feel in control
What i didnt know
Anxiety coming 3 in a row
Take a gun n load
Put it to my throat
Who missing me when i decide to go
Parents r gone so ill write a note
Saying sorry guys but i had no hope
Take the 44

Laying in my bed
Start to cry yea the tears have shed
Cut myself yea the blood has shed
Voices screaming all up in my head
This is the moment that i have dread
This is something that ive never dreamt
Just feeling so depressed
Feelin like my soul has left
Now its time to leave me for dead

Feelin so alone
Feel like nobody knows
Nobody knows
Im nothing
But trouble

Feelin so alone
Feel like nobody knows
Nobody knows
Im nothing
But trouble



Credits
Writer(s): Unknown Writer, Kymani Marley, Romario Sebastian Anthony Bennett, Denver Andrae Smith
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